So a few days ago I bought a bracelet that really spoke to me about picking up the broken pieces of life and moving on. It spoke to me about keeping dreams alive and not giving up.
Well– Tuesday my bracelet broke. I can not believe how much like my life this is. I can not even have a symbol that is positive that stays intact. To put it simply my life has pretty much sucked for the past few months.
So many people told me the bracelet was a “God Thing.” To tell you the truth I am having a real hard time seeing God in anything that has been going on in my life lately. Everyone keeps saying that God will not give me more than I can handle. Let me tell you I can NOT handle anymore. Everyone keeps telling me to move on, all I have to say is when you have been in my shoes you can tell me to move on. I have been sick almost everyday since November. I have zero energy, constant infections, and bleeding all the time. How am I suppose to move on when my body will not heal.
While the bracelet can be repaired, I am not sure that I will ever be the same again.